yesterday, i went out with my pdg class... have a quite a fun time.... if only everybody were there... anyway looking forward to the nxt outing with u guys....well, the results is out on monday... n i still have not much feelings for it... somehow i jus cant be bothered with it leh....just hope everybody in our class will score well n be happy... nxt week im gonna be very free ler... hahas... cos we have a week's break...!!! hooray...!!! goin to slack again...hahax.... hope can go out every day... goin to receive my bday presents soon le... really looking forward to it... to those who promised they will give me, please keep ur promise me hor... hahas... today i supposed to be crying again but luckily, my friends were there for me... he will be out of my mind real soon... hopefully bahs... he's not worth my tears... anyway, if u are readin this, i hope u will be truly happy... i know u will be... special mention abt huiying who self-claims she is very cute... i really really gonna miss u a lot... it will be hard to meet up again aft u leave ajc... but im sure our friendship is strong enough, rite? thanks drawing the flower... though it was not v nice but i still love it... hahax... u take care kk... loveya...=)[hope u r happy aft reading this.... hahaxx...]my heart has been sealed
for the wound in it will never heal
memories is only what i could hold
for it's me he chose to let go
life no longer shines without him what's left is all but a dim
tears i shed for him but does he know?
i have turned into a lonely soul
his feelings has died is all i know
i love him but have to let go
tired of relationships is all i could feel
my heart will never be open but remain sealed
heys..!!! o lvls going to be out soon... but surprisingly, im not nervous at all.... hahas... not tat i hav great confidence in it... anyway, i will miss my pdg class 24/05 a lot.... a few will be leaving the class so im quite sad over it lor... really hope we still can stay as a class for these 2 years... im not sure if im staying in ajc ler... but overall, i still like it there although can be easily stressed over there...
anyway, hope u guys find tat im not depressed anymore n im resuming back to my normal self....i also dun wish to be sad everytime anymore.... i really hope i can be happy too... =)
i really like my class ler... very funny bunch of pple... always make me laugh which is a v gd thing... really enjoy everybody's company.. a sad thing is tat quite a number of us mayb changing courses... so we wun be in the same class anymore... esp cass ong who will be quite definitely switching courses... hmm... gonna miss everyone a lot.... hais.... yet another separation....well, i guess this is life...
anyway, these few weeks have been a like "hell" for me... really... like sitting on a roller-coaster... emotions running high n low... crying for quite some time too...i think my close frens shld know how lousy im feelin now... n i have shocked some classmates of mine last sat... sorry abt tat... i oso hope i can be really really happy... jus like the past... dun wan to be upset cos' of him... dun wan to cry cos' of him... wan to lead a life w/o his existence.... w/o the past, the memories... i wiish i can do all this... but i just cant...
i just hope u can grant this last wish of mine... u know wat is it... after tat... i can only wish u all the best n hope u can find some 'normal'... someone who u really really like... i dun wish to make things difficult for u... jus give me time to forget abt u... pls dun forget abt me... dun forget the memories.. dun forget that there's someone who really loves u... im still hoping a miracle to happen but i better delete tat thought b4 i get hurt again... the birds in the sky are better.... free of troubles and worries... free of pain n tears... i will be up in the sky looking at u frm afar... shou hu zhe ni... be happy...=)
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